Distracted, But Still Driven
LATELY, I’VE BEEN DISTRACTED.
NOT IN A CARELESS WAY—BUT IN A VERY HUMAN WAY. LIFE HAS BEEN PULLING ME IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. PEOPLE NEED THINGS. MESSAGES COME IN. OPPORTUNITIES SHOW UP. AND SOMEHOW, MY ATTENTION ENDS UP SCATTERED ACROSS EVERYTHING AT ONCE.
I’VE FOUND MYSELF SLIPPING BACK INTO OLD COMFORTS TOO—BAKING MORE, SPENDING EXTRA TIME AT THE GYM, FINDING LITTLE POCKETS OF ESCAPE WHEREVER I CAN. AND HONESTLY, THOSE THINGS AREN’T BAD. THEY GROUND ME. THEY REMIND ME THAT I’M MORE THAN WHAT I BUILD.
BUT IF I’M BEING REAL, THERE ARE MOMENTS WHERE I CATCH MYSELF DRIFTING A LITTLE TOO FAR.
A LITTLE TOO COMFORTABLE BEING DISTRACTED.
BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS—THIS ISN’T JUST A HOBBY FOR ME. THIS ISN’T SOMETHING I CAN PICK UP AND PUT DOWN WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT. I BUILT THIS. FROM NOTHING. WITH INTENTION, VISION, AND A VERSION OF MYSELF THAT WAS LOCKED IN, FOCUSED, AND RELENTLESS.
AND SOMETIMES, I HAVE TO COME BACK TO HER.
THE VERSION OF ME THAT DOESN’T GET PULLED IN EVERY DIRECTION.
THE VERSION OF ME THAT KNOWS WHAT SHE’S BUILDING—AND WHY.
IT’S EASY TO LOSE YOURSELF IN THE NOISE. TO ANSWER EVERY CALL, SHOW UP FOR EVERYONE ELSE, AND SLOWLY START PUTTING YOUR OWN VISION ON PAUSE. BUT BEING A FOUNDER MEANS LEARNING HOW TO RETURN TO YOURSELF. AGAIN AND AGAIN.
TO RESET.
TO REFOCUS.
TO REMEMBER.
I AM A BUSINESSWOMAN.
I AM A FOUNDER.
I AM AN ENTREPRENEUR.
AND THIS BRAND DESERVES THAT VERSION OF ME.
SO YES, I’LL STILL BAKE. I’LL STILL GO TO THE GYM. I’LL STILL ENJOY THE MOMENTS THAT MAKE ME FEEL HUMAN. BUT I WON’T LET DISTRACTION TAKE ME AWAY FROM WHAT I’M BUILDING.
IF ANYTHING, I’M LEARNING HOW TO BALANCE BOTH—HOW TO LIVE FULLY, BUT STAY ALIGNED.
BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, THIS ISN’T JUST ABOUT BIKINIS.
IT’S ABOUT DISCIPLINE.
IT’S ABOUT IDENTITY.
IT’S ABOUT BECOMING THE PERSON WHO FINISHES WHAT SHE STARTED.
AND I’M FAR FROM DONE.